Read through it, and i'm beginning to wonder if i've made the right choice in doing that. I really have no idea, how i wish god would be right beside me guiding me through this. Whenever i'm all concentrated in my studies, thinks started to pop up in my mind, or i would see things that make me moody. Wondering, wondering and wondering. WOAH, just fuck yourself AT. Maybe i should stop using com, and just keep myself occupied. Not blaming anyone on this, i guess i'll just have to live through this.




As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like every day
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the Feds came and took me away

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy shouldn't never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage?
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame?
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Akon: "Sorry, Blame it on me"

Heard it from the net. This song express everything i wanna say.
I'm sorry for all the troubles i have cause, every hard times you have to go through. I'm sorry girl.

Just make it clear to me, it's making me damn confused. I just wanna know the truth, no matter what's the outcome is. I'll respect your decision.

I don't know why, but i'm beginning to hate you.

Fuck this seriously, fuck it. Maybe this is your solution to everything, nvm then. There's nothing i can do now.


"You meant alot to me. You meant the world to me, maybe i'm not to you."

I'll be different.

Things ain't going so well, so be it. Finally, i realised that for the past few months, you're just wasting my fucking time. Endured so many pains and sacrifices, staying hopeful, is just useless. Done something damn foolish in front of my bro, i have no idea how it happened. A ugly sight of me. How i wish i didn't bother to asked about it, not knowing it. Curiosity kills.

The pains i had endure, the sacrifices i had made is totally useless. No value whatsoever. Fucklove.

Bottle up my feelings for the last few weeks, finally, was able to let everything out yesterday! Thanks Jovan.

为什么只和你 能聊一整面 为什么才道别 就又想见面 在朋友里面 就是
你最特别 总让我觉得很亲很甜

为什么你在意 谁陪我逛衔 为什么你担心 谁对我放电 你说你对我 比别
人多以些 却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上恋人未满 甜蜜心房愉悦混乱 我们以后会变怎样 我迫不起待想知道
答案

再靠近一点点 就让你牵手 再勇敢一点点 我就跟你走 你还等什么 时间
已经不多 再下去只好只做朋友

再相近一点点 我就会点头 再冲动一点点 我就不闪躲 不过三个字 别犹
豫这么久 只要你说出口 你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞 只想要我陪 为什么我难过 只肯让你安慰 我们心里面 明
明都有感觉 为什么不敢面对

我不相信 有多么感情却到不了爱情 那么贴心却进不了心底 你能不能快一点
决定 对我说我爱你

siaoeh, please keep your hands to yourself ley! Knn, my temper sucks, bueysai? Machiam dog, can't even keep your hands to yourself. Fucking feel like punching your face, SIMOPENG!

The pains can be very hard to take, but it's worth it. It sucks to get misunderstood, but that's what best for you.

"I'll let you know how much i love you, not by words, but by actions. Because i care."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOBU! ENJOY YOUR DAY, AND HAVE A GREAT DAY! THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I FACED ANY DIFFICULTIES IN MY LIFE! YOUR LOVE IS MUCH APPRECIATED BY YOUR SON! GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS! :)

"They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices. But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you." Loving you is the best gift that god ever gave me.

As i said for the umpteen times, my love for you will never change. May god be my witness. <3

The solutions is let natural take it course, we cant change the facts, might as well leave it to god to decide what to do. Our fate our destiny is long set before we're born. there's nothing we can do to change it. - Brenda Yeo (Well said)

im sorry. i apologise for what i said yesterday. i was too harsh, this few days so much things happened, make me feel so down. i know i've somehow affect you. im really sorry. i dont know what could i still say to make you feel better. hoping that you will be cheerful, and concentrate on your studies.

"The worst mistake a person ever made, is when you do not even have the courage to say sorry when you made a mistake and done something wrong. I'm an example."

.egnahc ton lliw uoy rof evol yM

God just give me some peace. I will stop loving, stop everything.
I don't want my love to add on to your burden, i just hope everything can be back to how it used to, those days that we used to chitchat,laughing,joke around. I'm sorry for the agony i caused, i'm to blame. Sorry.
Girl, takecare.

So i guess the end is near. The only things that i can say, is that my feelings for you is true. To you i might not be those TX kind of guy towards r/s. But this time round, i'm serious about it. That's all i can say.

Just found out something new about me. Whenever i'm angry or piss of something, i tend to tar alot. Bad habit! That was what happen just now, saw something which made me fucking piss. Fuckit man! So what's next? Sian.

Really don't know what's on your mind, you wanna me to give up?

Drank carlsberg, shiok. It's true that drinking of beer helps you to forget all the sorrows you have. Going plaza sing and far east tmr!

Goodluck bro, if she's fated to be yours. She will be back in your cuddle in the future.

Time's running out.

Maybe i don't understand you as well as he does. Good.

You may think i'm avoiding you, but i'm not. Just that your sight, make me speechless.

His crying again. Finding out somethings like this doesn't feel good at all, i know, we know, everyone knows that. But crying and ranting doesn't solve anything, i know you are pissed, i know you fed up, but you have to get over things. If she doesn't cherish you, other girls will. Look around, there might be one still holding on to you, awaiting you. Be brave, face the facts! Think before you do, are you sure you wanna do such things to her? Don't later regret of your doing. I sucks at consoling, i only can be there for you. HIADI FOREVER!

Something is pulling us apart, i really don't know what to do now.

For the past few weeks, my temper sucks to the max. I bet even my friend thinks that way, I'm not sure what's happening to me! Doing some unusual stuffs, saying stuffs that i normally wouldn't do and say. Sorry brothers and sisters for my fuckup temper this past few weeks, i needa time to adjust my emotions. There too much things happening to me for the past few weeks, I'm sorry! Hopefully there will be a better me, I may have changed for the worst in your opinion. But i can't help it. Hate me if you want, angry if you needed to be, rant at me you're wanting to. Sorry.

Even the people around you do sucks, even your closest friend is using you. Both of you suck, so just fuck off!

People do change. I changed, for the good.

It's miserable to wait. Worst of all is when i was waiting for an answer.

My love for you will never change.

Trust me, I'm not like that at all. Have faith in me.

Spot something in facebook, a question i'm thinking about.

If you and your best friend loved the same person, would you let go of him/her for your friend?