Once and for all.

All i can ask now is for you to have faith in me. Put your faith in me, i won't let you down. That's my promise, and i'll give my everything to keep this promise. Regardless of the sacrifices i've to made, or the pains i've to endure. Believe in me.

"I refused to let him have you. I tried everything in my power to get you back in my arms. But it just wasn't enough to pull you away from his." - JoAnne Golden

Maybe i'm not meant to be.......

It ain't easy, just too deep. And i don't know how did it happen.

Stay strong AT, stay strong. :))

Just thought of something i wanna share. Over the weekend, Grandma told us some past stories regarding Grandpa. Guess what, tears started flowing down from her eyes. Even though Grandpa hasn't been around with her for quite sometime, still whenever Grandma talks about him, she will start to cry. That's what love is, true love, everlasting love. Though the other party ain't with her anymore, but still, the love they once had, the memories they have, is still deeply kept in her heart. Touching. Time do heal people, but time do strengthen love. Time cause the pain when two party seperates. From then, it makes me realise what's love is. It isn't a game. Many people take love so lightly, which end up hurting themselves. The power of love create a unimaginable bond in both the couple. Grandma, stay strong. You're everyone's role model in TAN family. Your love for grandpa is seen by many, felt by many too. Our Grandpa whose in heaven, certainly hope that you will stay strong, and live happily. Mai huan lo, wa nang eh zhao go ga gi. Hua yi dam po! :))

"Everlasting love do exist, god's gonna lead you to it."

Dreamt something one night, a beautiful dream. Laobei, Laobu, big sis, lil sis and maid, are all sick! Hope they recover soon. Hasn't really spoken to my Laobu for 2 weeks, and counting. Over a trival matter, started to give me fuckup attitudes, and that face. WTF man, school have been giving me enough problems, yet i can't even have peace when i reached home. I really have no one i could really talk to or rant at. At this point of time, life ain't going so well right now. Damn fuckup whenever i thought of it. Really miss outings. It would definitely bring laughters, just miss those times. Maybe this is the so called "life obstacle" my Laobei mentioned it to me before. Is when a person faced difficulties in life, which hurt so much that the person faced troubles in solving and even facing it. Just great.

Wish i have someone to talk to now, i'm all wornout. Mixed feelings :(