Things ain't going so well, so be it. Finally, i realised that for the past few months, you're just wasting my fucking time. Endured so many pains and sacrifices, staying hopeful, is just useless. Done something damn foolish in front of my bro, i have no idea how it happened. A ugly sight of me. How i wish i didn't bother to asked about it, not knowing it. Curiosity kills.

The pains i had endure, the sacrifices i had made is totally useless. No value whatsoever. Fucklove.

Bottle up my feelings for the last few weeks, finally, was able to let everything out yesterday! Thanks Jovan.